fever on the dance floor

That sounds somewhat schizophrenic. Can i please stop making myself feel worse. Iapos;m looking at everyone else succeeding...and iapos;m just..boo. I need to stop caring about everyone else, and keep pushing myself b/c i want to. I need to be motivated for me. No one else ever forced me to run track for 4 years all around. No one else made me make crazy ass flyers for spanish honor society prez...lose...and then try again and win. No one else made me try to be the best student i could be always or become an r.a. I wanted to do those things. Why is it so hard for me to make a decision on what i want now...i want success, but how...and what? thinking short term is so much easier...but all i know is long term from college to right now iapos;m not all that happy academically and i need to change this up. I need to make this a situation Iapos;M happy with...no one else...no balancing acts...que sera sera. Can i be selfish for a couple years? iapos;d like to be selfish one last time. What do i want?

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