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A couple of months ago, someone who was once near and dear to me but is
No longer part of my life said "I hate it when people who seem really
Cool at first turn out to have all these crazy issues." My reply was, "but who doesn't?"

It
Dawned on me that he was actually referring to me. I realize this with
Some sadness. Not because I had those issues during our relationship -
I was recently divorced, nearly broke and in the process of filing
Bankruptcy, my car was repo'd, I was taking night classes while working
Full-time, my Mom has been very ill... I thought I was handling this
Burden quite well but noticed that he began to withdraw more and more.
It made me resentful. Ironically, he has all of the exact same issues
And was always grateful to have me around. Apparently I wasn't dealing
With them in a way that suited him so rather than bother with caring
Enough to help me out, he ended it. He wasn't feeling good about the
Relationship so he gave up. So that's what saddens me. People would
Rather not be bothered with someone else's life once it becomes
Inconvenient even though we profess to "care" about them.

I won't apologize for living life the best way I know how.

With
All that said, it's the best thing that ever happened to me. Suddenly
Very good things are happening all around me. I am freer now than I
Have ever been without him weighing me down.

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